i'm here!~

well...got no reason...i feel like blogging right now...i read someone's blog before this....and i really want to shout out loud that i'm here for u....i dont mind lend u my ear...i want to share everything with u...i want to make u happy...but why why and why...u never tell me all these shit...why i have to know all these through the others' mouth and from ur blog that u set up just for him?do u treat me as ur fren?do u?i really so wonder...do u know how worry am i when i know all these happen to u?do u know how much i miss ur laughter before?few times i really want to ask u about that....but i still act i know nothing...because i want u to tell me all these urself...but end up u never plan to tell me...i really hope u can get through all these soon...he's not the whole part of ur life...go one step forward..u will know how stupid u are now..and see ur surrounding..u got a lot of friends....for sure...i will be there too...please...dont cry again because of him...i can tell u it is not worth...u deserve better guy...believe me...everything will be fine...u're not alone!~wake up and just think all these just a nightmare....my dear...tomorrow will be a better day!~

complicated!~

long time didnt update my blog...no big changes to my life but with some small changes...seem to get myself back into SMS world...holding my handphone the whole day...click click click...end up with a fucking expensive phone bill...luckily havent receive my dad's call yet...while i'm typing this post...i keep thinking what the point to update my blog?i still can't figure it out right now...so i guess when i get the answer...i will update my blog again!`see ya