please pray together!!!~~

finally...the operation had miraculous success...now have to wait he awake...if not....he'll be comma forever...Tonny,can u hear me?all of us are waiting for u...promise me u must be brave and strong...we all believe u can overcome all the tough time..the operation already done...now use all ur power to open ur eyes...IF U THINK U CAN, U CAN!!!Ton, please...u must wake up!!~~i miss u so much!!~~

god please!!~he doesn't deserve this!!

Tonny and me on 08-12-2007

Today i heard a news...my friend had serious accident...when i heard that, i got nothing to react..i was stunned..i just cant believe this thing happens to my friend..he is a good guy...he always be gentlemen to girl...he is caring and funny guy...why?why god will let this happen to him?it's unfair...he really doesn't deserve this...god pls...dont bring him away from us...he's just 17 yrs old...he still got lot of things to do...he haven fulfill his dream..he haven enjoy his life...please....bring him back to our side...i cant control my tears again...my brain keep popping out all those happy moments we spent together...we laugh...we share...it's just wonderful...please...god....Tonny, u have to be brave!!~~all of us are always by ur side....to support u!!~~we're always here for u!!~~may god bless him!!~~

feeling suck!!!~~

This morning i wake up at 6am to catch the stupid bus...then i went to college...until 6pm i arrive home...is 12 hours....when i woke up, i saw no one...when i arrive home...still see no one....it feels like the whole world left u alone...the feeling is really suck...i hate to be alone...i need someone always stay beside me when i need someone..is it that hard to fulfill?god...please show me some direction...so in mood to have a crazy night...but because of no transport so cant go clubbing with friend...ruin everything...D,i want a car right now!!~~as soon as possible...having bad home sick right now...i want to talk to my parent...i want to argue with my bro....i want to sleep at the living room with TV noise...i want to drive my car...i want to have a drink with friends....what such easy things...is so hard for me now?is it a challenge so that i can grow up?am i not independent enough?my tears is out of control...i miss my home!!~~~

one week end again!!~

miss selfridge's coat

adidas shoe for my stupid sis!!~~

hell no....one week end again...why i feel like i did nothing for this few weeks...today went to shopping..i have to apologize to my dad...i spent rm500 in one and half hour....D,sorry for spending the money that u earn so hard just in a while...haha...i saw a lot of nice stuff today...got to take all of it on this coming wed again..public holiday...holy shit...tml is Monday...school day again....i hate waiting and doing nothing at college....wasting my time...:(

damn boring!!~~

gosh...today is suck...i stay at home and sit in front of my baby laptop...since i wake up till now..cant u imagine it?i want to shop!!born to shop---->that's me!!!the whole day doing nothing is really a disaster...keep eating...omG...i dont want to gain any weight!!i dont want to stay at home....set me free!!!i want to fly here and there freely just like a bird...no one control u...u're the one who makes the decision..how nice is that feel man?haha...dont u think so?suddenly so hope to have a bf...at least got someone to hang out with...i miss all my frens...if they're around..i just need to give them a call then everything settled...but somehow i enjoy my single life...no need to worry anything...no that big "responsible" to a certain person...haha..can check out all the hot guy around..that the benefit for single person huh?

my first page

well, i know about blogging long time ago..but just never try it out...now is 2am..I'm facing with my laptop alone at a place that not belong to me...the feeling is really complicated...what i having now is all the things i want last time...i hope to have my own brand new life...no parent's nagging, no hater, even no secondary school life....but however, when i own all of this, i just realised that i miss my home so so much...my family, my friends..all the fantasy memories that i had...it's just unbelievable...but what can we do?that's life huh?we got to go on our own way...be responsible to it...and to enjoy it...but sometime it's hard huh?back to some happy things...I'm having my college life..when i first stepped in...i can feel that I'm big girl now...got to take care of myself...cant just be baby girl like what i did when i with my lovely parents...i tried my best to do the best...to make everyone happy and be ready for my future...i want an extremely bright future...i want to have a good life...that all i want...whatever, it just a beginning of my life!!~~cheer it up!~~impossible is just nothing!~~